Tell me I’m wrong.

Everyone says, “Be happy within yourself wholly, you don’t need someone else to make you feel whole.” And you keep on resisting that feeling of wanting to be held, wanting to be felt. But as this saying goes, “The more you resist it, the more it persists.” The sooner you accept it, the better. I’ve…

Happiness is found within

Lately I’ve realised that everything happens for a reason, be it the circumstance of your thoughts, you are the one who brings it into existence. Ponder on this deeply. I’ve also found myself and I’ve learnt to love myself before loving anyone else. Love is the most powerful emotion and vibration. I’m filling my cup…

Chasing Fire

Do you remember when I couldn’t stop playing that song? The day you picked me up and surprised me after your quarantine ended. I miss us, Yash. I can’t stop thinking about you. All I ever had and have for you is pure love. And I didn’t want it back so soon, I just wanted…

Blindsided

You ended it like it meant nothing. You say I’ll be fine, I have friends to support me. But little do you know that when I lost my boyfriend, I lost my best friend too. You changed like the weather. Everyone tells me you’re happy, you’re more than happy. That losing me didn’t affect you…

Made me a fool.

You made me believe that you’d catch me when I fell. It feels like history is repeating itself all over again. It’s the same soul in a different body. It’s come back to haunt me. What have I done wrong? Tell me. You made me think I could fall in love with you and you’d…

My love is enough for the both of us

You asked me why I was so hell bent on making this work, and my answer is and will always be, when you love someone, you don’t give up. No one is meant to be alone, no one. You might say that and believe that lie but a lie is still a lie. And my…

10pm

It’s 10pm, I wait for your call, but it doesn’t ring. So I smoke a cig instead. I’ve forgotten that you don’t want to call me anymore. But I still know deep down you want us too. I don’t know how and why, but I just know. Does your heart ache too when you wake…

When the world tells you to leave, stay.

In a world where Instagram tells you to let go of that one person who gives you happiness but isn’t sure about you. I say, stay. Stay and show them how much you love them, and let them take their time. Every person is designed differently, doesn’t mean you give up on love. That isn’t…

One day at a time

I wasn’t sure where this was gonna go, I thought I would just explore what it was, but it took a turn. He makes my heart melt, he bringing those walls of all those years down, one by one, patiently. He makes me smile again, gives me a reason to wake up. He makes my…

Be Happy for the Future YOU

I know it gets hard, I know it feels like you’re stuck, but you need to remember that the rain doesn’t always last, and then sun will soon shine on you. Think of all the good times you’ve had, think about all the memories you made, think about all the love you got, and remember…

How do I let go?

How do I let go, how do I not feel this stabbing pain anymore? How do I go on? Cause right now, all I feel is ‘stuck’. How do I let go of the life I once lived, of the memories that made me feel alive, of the love that I was surrounded by? How…

What is life?

Isn’t it funny that we need the moments that cause that adrenaline rush to actually make us remember what true living is. Isn’t it odd that we feel those pockets of moments only a few times in our lives. Isn’t it sad that we face more bad days and blah days than the happy days? […]

Live to love, Love to live

A chilling doubt crossed my mind, ‘what if I were to die today?’ Bluntly speaking some of your hearts would skip a pump but some of you wouldn’t mind the idea of ending this misery. But for me, the first thing was when my mind subconsciously asked my soul, ‘Why do you want to live?’….

Wasted love

It is disheartening to know that I’ve wasted my love on you. I didn’t know that was a thing, until reality hit. If only my love was locked away, key given to God and was not wasted on you. Even though our love was more emotional than physical, this bond is a soul tie. I…

Our valleys now, were at first our previous Hills.

Have you changed as a person, are you more enhanced than you were before? DEFINITELY! Think about something awful you went through 3 years ago, think about those rainy days, where you couldn’t smile, think about the energy you had to muster up to get out of bed. The more you grow as a person,…

Topsy turvy society

Imagine this, you walk down the street at night, guys ogle (even though there’s not much light sigh) and stare. Now picture this, you stroll down a dark alley, you see a bunch of guys loafing about on the sidewalk, you pass by unnoticed. Why? Because you’ve got no boobs. Have you ever wondered ,…

5 things I learnt the hard way

Don’t force stuff Forcing things to happen is just going to suffocate them, and switch their lights off . I know its difficult to wait, cause you dont know whats going to happen next, you have this strong urge to control it, and instead cause you can’t, you ruin it. If you love someone, give…

How do you stand out in this generation?

In a world full of bloggers, artists, singers, musicians, professionals; where do you stand? There’s so much talent outpouring now a days, one song being sung infinite different ways, one poem being read by a thousand school kids. Where do you come in here? Or are you satisfied with being mediocre? Are you okay with…

Dreamers of this generation.

Expectation is the root of all heartache. Shakespeare made this statement, but I find it partly mistaken. Expectation is also the root of prosperity, of all dreams taking their first gasp of fresh air. We dream no more, because we’re scared that our expectations won’t turn into reality and I think, it’s there where we…

It’s been a while

It’s been a while. She now feels like she knows you no more, it’s funny. You’ll used to meet each other almost every dusk, but now you’ll are as good as strangers. Your face is starting to fade away from her mind, your green, sometimes brown eyes she knows no more. Your blue vampire veins,…

You’re not there now when she needs you the most.

Her mornings start with this unexplainable pain in her chest.  Every night she dreads sleep, cause all she sees are nightmares. Where are you now when she needs you the most? The countless beautiful meaningless nights your lonely souls drove across the city of chaos. The endless conversations that eventually turned into silence. You might…

Her veil of silence

She wants to hold on but she has learnt too much to know that if she holds on, it’s gonna be a waste of time and energy. That doesn’t mean she’s gonna stop loving you, she’d be stupid if she tried, cause we both know you can’t force nor stop love. She loves you with…

Inside out

Are beautiful souls still existent? Are the scarred yet gentle souls still there? Or have they all disappeared into oblivion? We live on a planet where genuity is extinct. Is there any being that loves beautifully and without wanting the ‘take’ and only wanting to ‘give’ regardless? Nowadays, people go with the ‘inside out’, it’s…

Life’s too short to sulk

Imagine you lose your life today, your heart just stops playing. Your breath no more, your eyes, they absorb light no more. We take life for granted, each day, each breath, each step, each thought, each emotion. We grumble about getting up early, what about the souls who didn’t wake up? We sulk and sulk…

Being “Nice” is now the new luxury

We live in a world where the simple fundamentals in life, like kindness, patience, goodness, faithfulness, loyalty, gentleness and self control are so rare and almost at the verge of extinction. We love no more, we care no more. It’s all a ” me for myself ” world. The new normal nowadays is being egocentric, self oriented,…

‘Don’t make deception your home.’

When you live in cave that echos lies for a long time, you inevitably start thinking it’s the truth. Lies that say you aren’t loved, you aren’t enough, you’re weak, you’re vulnerable, that you don’t measure up, that you fall short in almost everything. Years and years of eating morsels of lies fed to us…

Fly with the eagles or run with the mice?

Do you ever fear, hold up, know that you’re caught up in one big cliché rat trap? And the worst part being, you can’t do anything about it? Are you afraid of ‘the normal life’, of an ‘ordinary life’? Does it scare you whence your face hits the pillow? Where do you see yourself in…

It isn’t ‘Us’ anymore

You got me started on a finite adventure, Like a safari in the desert almost running out of fuel, and now I’m stranded. So I look for adventure in eyes like yours. Almost nearly feeling that spark like yours. It feels like yesterday, but it was 10,000 years ago, your smile on my lips, Our…

Permanently Temporary

All of us will one day be forgotten, or if we’re really famous , half of our told stories will be lies . It will be adulterated. We’re studying , working, loving,contemplating, partying, smoking up but will all these things matter in 7 years ? News flash, they won’t . What are memories for? A…